Friday, May 19, 2006

wooohooooo its Friday

What a week. My Stars have had to come to work with me every morning. Poor sweeties. They have been soo good about getting up early. So here is is Friday and Im going out with my bf and another friend tonight. wooohooooooo women be shopping. I have to find the perfect dress for a wedding that I am going to. Not slutty but not nunish. A turn your head dress. A make my sweetie drool dress. But at the same time make his mom happy. I got new hightlights in my hair yesterday. I cant wait to wash it and style it myself so I can see how it really looks. Right now they are fire engine red in the light. Scares me alittle. But hopefully once I wash it will be ok. If not my bf will fix it. She thinks its pretty but Im a freak when it comes to my hair. I thing I have had every shade of red put on my hair. So lately all I have really done is work. But this weekend I have lots of stuff to do. Tball game and cookout. I cant believe that the season is already over. They have changed so much from how they played at the beginning of the season. Sunday i am suppose to sing in church but I didnt make practice last night so hopefully I wont have to. Then I have a cookout with my sweetie's family. That is always an interest experience. Im the freak in the group. The loud one the crazy one some times I wonder why he is even dating me. Well back to work

Monday, May 08, 2006

I have decided I am one moody witch at times. I am the queen of PMS. I am a hormonal freak. lol maybe Im just a freak. I sometimes wonder how the world even puts up with me. But I am who I am. One week a month I should live in a cave away from the rest of the world. I have decided I can truely be hateful. Gonna really have to work on that. But now I am back to normal if I was ever really normal to begin with.
Work is busy. I like busy. I am cleaning and organizing everything. If it aint nailed down it better have a home or its out the door. You wouldnt believe how old some of the stuff I am finding is. I think some if it came across on the Mayflower.
The stars are great. They are getting big. How time flies. My daughter has surgery on her ears soon. Maybe this time it will work. I just want her ears not to hurt her anymore. I can believe my babies arent babies anymore. Its tball now and then boyfriends and girlfriend. lol
Well back to work for me.

Monday, May 01, 2006

The "L" word

To use or not to use?
To say or not to say?

What are the proper rules for the use of this word?
Are there any rules?
And if there are, why are there rules?

I have loved you from the day I gave myself to you. Yet I have waited till now to tell you. Hoping and praying you felt the same. Maybe you do maybe you dont. I'm tired of being scared to say them. I do love you with all that I am and ever will be. There will always be a you and me but what I want to know is will there ever be a WE?