I've been accussed of not posting enough. Life got all messed up after the last post. Seems everytime I think its getn better I get smacked again. Thats life. I either accept or I slowly die to the world. There have been days that if it werent for my sweetie gluing me back together I would have lost it. If it were not for him telling me he loved me and that we would make it thru it I would have never stopped crying. Even though I have done things that I may never forgive myself for God still blessed me with a man that accepts me.
I have been busy with work and family issues. And if you know me you know I have lots of issues. But it will be ok. Im focused on the finish line. You cant have the rainbows without the rain. Im alive and will try to post more often.