I went shopping last night and got a new cd. Nelly Furtado. I got it for one song Say It Right. love that song. Then I found this song.

"In God's Hands"

I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the time
I, I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do
Couldn't care less about the lies
You couldn't find the time to cry
We forgot about love
We forgot about faith
We forgot about trust
We forgot about us
Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands
You said that you had said all that you had to say
You said baby it's the end of the day
And we gave a lot but it wasn't enough
We got so tired that we just gave up
We didn't respect it
We went and neglected it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this
Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky to heaven
It's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands
Back in God's hands
It didn't last
It's a thing of the past
Oh we didn't understand
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Oh just what we had

I know this song. Its like I wrote it. I know exactly how it feels to watch your love disappear and to sit there and wish there was a way t oget it back. I dont know if that is even possible. After the love is gone can you make it come back? After all the heartache is it possible? I get scared sometimes that if love is able to be lost will it happen again? That maybe my sweetie will wake up one day and not love me anymore like my ex and I did? But I know I can not compair the two. And I cant judge one by what the other did. I am a different person and he is not my ex so the equation is different. I just hope and pray. I want to grow old with this man I want to see everything with him. But most of all I want forever with him.