Do I think too much or not enough? Am I reading more into this or just not understanding? Am I wasting my time or am I wishing for too much to fast? Am I crazy or is it the hormones? Is silence good or is it deafening? Am I a fruit or a nut? Is it me or is it my past? But my past is me so maybe its me. Is it the group or just a person in that group? I dont understand please tell me. explain.