Why is it that people tell lies to make themselves look better? Better yet why is it that family tells lies to make them look better over you? What did I do for you to hate me so? You have always been her favorite and now she thinks I stole from her. All I have ever done is adore you. Look up to you. All I wanted was for you to love me. I followed your shadow hoping one day you would notice me. I would have died for you. If you needed anything I had I would have given it to you. I would have given you my heart if you needed it but now it is broken. How could you let her believe these things? What I have learned in the last year is that the world is not inherently good its evil. If you cant trust family who can you trust? You have won. You have broken my spirit. The job I love is now tanted. No matter what I do they will never trust me or respect me. I know Im not perfect and I have done somethings that I am not proud of and will probably never forgive myself of but you let them believe that I stole from them.

To you who believes I stole from you. Why not ask me? Why not ask for my side? How dare you judge me before even asking me. You helped raise me and you believe this about me. How does that reflect on you? How dare you come here and not even say hello. How dare you? And God help me for loving you.