Yes I am alive. Oh my how time flies. Lets see. Madman asked how the dress was or the wedding well lets just say I was way over dressed for a redneck wedding. the women had on pants and not dressy ones. My sweetie nearly beat the heck out of a redneck. Seems as I was walking outside one of the many drunk idiots outside motioned like he was going to pull my dress up. Not good idea on his part. One Im a mean B who knows how to defend herself and two my sweetie is the silent quiet type. Oh you will get a kick out of this one. One person was soo drunk they fell out by their car. When I saw her I thought that her and her sweetie were having sex in the grass. nope just trying to stand her back up. What else have I been up to hmmmmmmmmm work work work and more work. I am officially old. Ive had a bday my little star has had a bday. I got the bestest bday present from my sweetie. And it didnt cost him a thing. I soo love this man. and pray that it will work out with him. He is my calm my rock and my love. I wonder how a man like him could ever love me. The real me the true me but yet he does. When I hear him say I love you I want to cry. Our roads have always been near each other but how they crossed and joined I will never know. What scares me the most is that one day it all will end just as fast as it began. But this I cant control so love him I will till the day I die.

When the dark clouds cover your life
Call me
When the rain pours down
Call me
When your one step from the edge
Call me
And i'll come running
You were there for me
So im here for you
You were my rock
My light in the storm
You wiped away my tears
So here I am
No matter what comes
Im here for you
Just remember to call
Just remember to call
Just remember to call
And I'll come running to you