I set here at my desk just smiling. Im soo tired my head could bounce off the desk but Im smiling like a giddie school girl. I cant wait to see my sweetie. I love that man. Now how do I tell him? And yes I know just coming straight out and telling him would be the simplest way but Im scared to tell him. Does he feel the same way? I long to hear him say those little three words to me but I will wait patiently till he is ready. Im scared to plan beyond today cause maybe it will be gone tomorrow. I hope that day never comes because Im not sure i can mend my broken heart yet again.