year #9

Well Dad here we are at year #9. So much time and yet it was only yesterday. My son asked me today why granddaddy wrecked his car? Oh how I wished I knew that answer. How did it happen? Why did it happen? If I had been there would it have been different or would I also be dead? I know that I cant change the past. Maybe one day I will have the answers. All I know is that I miss you and Daddy I love you. They say time heals all wounds. I think that is another fairy tale that people have tried to brain wash us with. Time on heals the cut but the scare is always left behind. There to remind you every day what happened.