I cant believe how fast the last year has gone. Times flies when your having fun with the one you love. And yes I love him. And grrrrrrrrrrr at the fact that I am a chicken. No becca I havent done what I told you I was going to. But it time for me to change that. Time for me to face my fears. How is it that one little kiss can mean soo much?

Baby, Dont Break My Heart Slowly

Words by vonda shepard
Music by vonda shepard & james newton howard

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky
I was believing in you
Am I mistaken do you say,
Do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever(chorus)
But I’d rather you be mean than love and lie
I’d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I’d rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don’t you break my heart slow
I like the way you’d hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you’d say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping
I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever
(chorus)
Well I’d rather you be mean than love and lie
I’d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I’d rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don’t you break my heart slow
(bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home thinking that we’re together
I wanted our love to last forever
(chorus)
Well I’d rather you be mean than love and lie
I’d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I’d rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don’t you break my heart slow
(chorus)

I heard this song last night and fell in love with it. Not knowing where you stand with someone can be as painful as knowing they dont love you like you love them.

How did you get the idea for your profile name? cause I love to laugh
What song are you playing now, or wish you were playing? Are you strong enough to be my man
Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? yes life ends in an instant with no warning
What colour underwear are you wearing? tehehe black thong
Do you want a baby? yes is 12 too many?
What does your dad do for a living? n/a
What does your mum do for a living? keeps me sane
What is/are your pet's name(s)? Mini fish
What colour are your bed sheets? mine are black his are red
What are the last 3 digits of your phone number? 911
What was the last concert you went to? does your childs school program count?
Who was with you? my stars
What was the last film you watched? Dora something
Who do you dislike most at this moment? not being in the bed with my sweetie
What food do you crave right now? my sweetie
Did you dream last night? te hehe I cant type that here
What was the last TV show you watched? the news
What is your fav piece of jewellery? my white gold earrings that my stars gave me
What was the last thing you ate? te hehe *blushes
Who is your best friend of the opposite sex? my sweetie
Who last MSN'd you? Sprinx
Where is your significant other right now? in bed
Do you have a crush? no crush just a love
What is his/her name? sweetie
When was the last time you had your hair cut? months ago
Are you on any meds? yeppers
Do you have a mental disease? hmmmmmm i dont think so
What shirt are you wearing? pink
Are you sexy? nope
What's your favourite store? Old Navy
Are you thirsty? nope
Can you imagine yourself ever getting married? yes
Who's someone you haven't seen in a while and miss? my dad
Where do you work? i work?

Ok i finally did my tag so Sprinx and Dev I tag you.

Have you ever loved someone so much that you would give up what makes you the happiest to make them happy?

There are those loves that if you had met them at a different time in your life you know in your heart that ya'll would have been perfect together. Another time another place.

Where to start? Lets see. Yes I am alive. Work is busy. My Stars have been sick so I've been back and forth to the drs with them for 2 weeks. My daughter now has to have her 3rd set of tubes put in her ears. And the dr has no idea when he can schedule the surgery. Hopefully in the next few weeks. My son has started tball. They are sooo cute playing. He loves it. I cant believe how fast they are growing up. Seems like it was just yesterday when I had them. I hope more are in my future one day. Well got to get back to work.